永远的人物

什么是最佳演员？相信大家都有自己的看法，有些人觉得最佳演员是拿很多很多的奖项，这也代表了演员所交出来的成绩，对，但不管在多的奖项不给观众认识你或者是知道你的话，又有什么意义呢？

一个好的戏要有一个好剧本，导演，好的幕后工作人员，好演员

电影和戏剧有什么分别？戏剧有上百集，一集一个小时，有时候一天两小时，有看的人看久了会慢慢认识，然后找他/她所做的其他戏

但电影呢？电影最多两小时三十分钟或者两小时四十五分钟，喜欢的话会记得，不这么喜欢的话说说电影的情节然后就不记得刚刚所看的

配音演员呢？又有谁知道同一个人配音过不知是一次电影呢？

让人最印象深刻的是我们看着演员从小时候在大萤幕到他/她们长大

哈利波特里的演员，X-Men里的演员，生化危机里的演员，速度与激情里的演员，木乃伊的演员，他/她们的真正名字又有谁知道呢？他/她们除了这些电影有谁知道他/她们还有别的作品呢？

喜欢就去查查看，不喜欢过了几小时就忘了

我们所知道的喜欢的电影艺人的真名叫做怎们呢？

你称知道丹尼尔。雷德克里夫是谁吗？他就是我们所知道的哈利波特，也就是他带给很多小朋友的童年，丹尼尔第一次演的戏不是哈利波特吗？谁又知道丹尼尔十岁就开始演戏，丹尼尔十一岁才开始演哈利波特的哦

丹尼尔是我们的永远的哈利波特，就像休·杰克曼是我们永远的狼獾

你可知道休·杰克曼演了九年的狼獾了吗？

2017年 洛根是他最后演狼獾了

很多人不知道他们的真名的时候会用什么称呼他们呢？自然而然的会用他们所知道的也认识的人物而说出他们的名字

他们是我们永远的哈利波特和狼獾

女孩的童话

很久很久以前，有一个女孩子不愿相信童话故事里的情节，童话故事里的灰姑娘，美人鱼，美女与野兽，睡美人，白雪公主，阿拉丁神灯

灰姑娘，美人鱼，睡美人和白雪公主都有一个共同点女孩最不能忍受的就是她们都等这一位王子来就她们

加入没有王子，没有某法妈妈，那么灰姑娘是不是一直被后母和她女儿继续欺负下去？是不是就不会去跳舞会？是不是被后母一直管在房间里？

没有王子，美人鱼是不是就不会知道人类的世界? 也就就不会去找海里的巫婆的帮忙？也就不会有那版无比的疼痛每当她走每一步？

没有王子，没有仙子，没有女巫婆，没有真爱吻，没有一见钟情，那睡美人的名字就会不一样了呢？那她就不会沉睡那么久呢？

没有王子，没有邪恶的后母皇后，没有墨镜，白雪公主是不是就不会逃到黑暗的深林里？如果白雪公主死了不会吃了后母的毒苹果呢？

虽然没有王子，不过阿拉丁里的公主被他欺骗了

女孩从未相信有完美的结局，童话都是来欺骗小女孩们的一个梦幻而已，她一直一直不相信，不过当她遇见男孩的时后，他给了她自己的童话版的故事，也让她知道童话是可以相信的，女孩不是不觉跳入了他的黑暗洞里，那黑暗的洞里隐藏满满的谎言，满满刺就像玫瑰刺的伤口在等着她，当她知道而且看到刺的时候，女孩被刺伤了不只是轻微的伤口，而是疼痛又严重的伤口，女孩想逃但她逃不出去应为那黑洞就是男孩自己，就算女孩看见能逃出去的入口她还是宁愿让男孩的刺，刺伤她自己无论女孩知道那刺有多么的疼痛，女孩一直一直去接受，但愿能让刺不在继续生长，让刺消失掉，男孩知道了感动到女孩所为他做的，无论女孩被男孩的刺，刺伤多少次，男孩会提女孩疗伤，不让刺再次刺伤他所爱的女孩，不管男孩撒谎不撒谎已经对女孩来说已经不重要了，女孩爱着男孩而男孩爱着女孩，不管是生病还是刺伤她，女孩不离不弃

有一天女孩醒来的时候刺不见了，女孩以为男孩已将刺慢慢的在她的关怀里消失了，女孩很开心，不过她不知道刺就在她后面狠狠的刺入她的心里，那个刺比一般的刺还要粗大，还要巨大，还要疼痛，女孩第一次感到无比的疼痛，刺一个接着一个向她狠狠的刺伤，一个比一个疼痛，女孩挣扎这不过刺没有停下，女孩等着男孩来为她疗伤，为她拔掉那巨大有疼痛的刺，可是男孩没出现，女孩等了等，从天亮等到天黑，男孩从未留下女孩一人那么的久，刺从没停止刺伤女孩，这时女孩停下挣扎，女孩听不见刺的声音，刺从未这么的冷和疼痛，女孩这才知道男孩已不在，男孩在一个车祸里离开了她，女孩已不在乎刺向她刺过来的疼痛，女孩想起男孩在圣诞节答应过她的约定，在美丽的夜晚里散步手牵着手，女孩不大哭之让眼泪自己从眼里流出来，女孩伤痕累累，不知什么时候女孩已经和男孩所留下来的刺合二位一了，女孩没把刺拔掉也不疗伤，让刺聊在她身上，每当女孩想起男孩的时候刺一个个刺向她，女孩就算疼痛也比不了她失去了男孩的那种疼痛，女孩会在想念男孩的时候吃棒棒糖应为那是男孩的最爱，知道现在女孩从未离开那黑暗的洞，应为那黑洞是男孩，女孩答应了男孩不离不弃，不离开，女孩也不想离开，女孩还等待男孩的回来，回来帮她拔掉她生上的刺，回来帮她疗伤，回来征收他的诺言

女孩每天每天告诉自己一定要忍住疼痛，一定要坚强应为男孩一定回来撒娇和疼爱女孩

不过慢慢的一天一天的过了，时间也慢慢的过了，男孩始终还没回来，有一天一封信来到女孩的手里，女孩开心的打开信，慢慢的女孩的笑容瞬间消失了，女孩把信收起来，开歌来听的时候眼泪流了下来，自从女孩收到那封信的那一天，女孩穿着笑容的面具在也不从内心里真真开开心心的笑了

信写道 – 男孩遇见车祸的那一天，本来还活着，针扎着要从车里逃出去看到的路人没一个向前去帮忙，就应为害怕车会爆炸，男孩坐的车就让火慢慢慢慢的吃了男孩

女孩直到现在等待男孩的回来

Yabu Kota News

Hi everyone, anyone and nobody

As you can see today topic is Yabu Kota News, who is Yabu Kota? you ask, well if you are a Jpop person he isn't unfamiliar to you, anyway just a short intro to you

Yabu Kota, Age - 26, Leader of 9 member group called, Hey Say Jump from Johnny Entertainment, Highest Education - Waseda University

Before I start he is the reason why I re-open my blog again, ok lets start

So one day I accidentally open my fb (I don't really open my fb) so anyway I say this video from a friend and saw appearing on the show call Koyama's show, Yabu crying and of cause I watch the video which is a premier he say "I dunno why I am in this group. Even if I left jump, there would probably be people who didn't realise"

Ok this where I get angry and pissed and also disappointed from him

1. As a leader you'll already know is not an easy job as this position was never was easy

2. Do you really think you left jump no one will notices? Hell No! People will know that their leader is gone

3. Why will he dare to say this in front of the show? Partly also his member fault, his way of thinking is because his member isn't there to care for him, isn't there to thank him his doing

4. Not all member is busy, you think we're stupid? you think we don't know that?

5. Most important he been caring the heaviest things of all is every member mistake, I believe all Jumper know about Morimoto Ryutaro mistake, he is the first to talk, to apologise, the others just freaking shut their mouth and bow, without you do you really think that Jump can be carry on? once my mum told me there is no one without someone will die or unable to do things, yes they aren't but just look at the bunch of them, without you carrying out many things they won't have what they are now

6. Yamada Ryosuke popular because of Mr.Johnny,  Nakajima Yuto Popular because his acting, Chinen Yuri popular because of his pretty face, Okamoto Keito popular is because of his english, Arioka Daiki popular because of his hosting skills, Yaotome Hikaru popular because of his rap, Inoo kei popular maybe because of he is smart? Takaki Yuya I don't know, Yabu Kota I don't know too

But look at something in comment, if is not because of Mr.johnny do you really think Yamada can be so popular? can have drama by drama, movie by movie? I don't think so

Nakajima have his drama and drum and that's it

Chinen pretty face

Keito have his english and guitar and that's it

Daiki have his host and that's it

Hikaru have bass, rap, writing of lyrics and compose music

Inoo....I have no idea

Takaki .....I have no idea

Yabu have his guitar, writing of lyrics and compose music

7. I really don't know why he don't want to show his talent of those, I heard a music of him and hikaru doing an amazing song and that is it? no, come on you can do things way better then this why thinking of such things


I know many jumper will be having to scold my by the 6 point but if you think of it is the true, I don't mind getting bash, scold and also being bully by it anyway

I guess Yabu don't know how people support him

My Feeling My thinking My thoughts

Re-opening

Hello to everybody, anybody and nobody

Anyway I decided to re-open my blog again, to um....say why I think about

I always though that ONLY overseas can get my brain and thoughts on the use I guess but then again I was wrong

Reason I want to re-open it because of someone that make me feel like I should be re-opening it again, as for who is the person well, you will know soon but I will get scold by his fan, anyway I since decided to write/type it out, I'm not scared to get scolded get saying mean things and being bash in the internet

My feeling My way My thoughts

Kuroshitsuji Live Movie

went to see kuroshitsuji today result....they change a lot

first - in anime Ciel is a boy as everyone knew but in movie Ciel is a GIRL!?!!! reason is because boy can take over the place?? anyway~ they take 2 ep from kuro and put it together, one is the Mdm red another is Ciel got kidnap

second - mdm red SHOULD be wearing RED that's the reason behind her name mdm red, because she used to dislike red but because of Ciel father she like red don't know see kuro ep 4 about 'Jack The Ripper'

third - about Ciel got kidnap a little different because of the case

fourth - movie and anime different

Ciel change the name and also as I mention change of gender too which is a bit weird, also lack of Ciel coolness and something that Ciel have but I don't know what is it but other then that is ok

Sebastian is there, but lack of the demon side and also his moment with Ciel the mouth fight is there a bit but is not really there, and their fight isn't there too, Sebastian between his worker in the mansion isn't there which make me really disappointed, other then that ok

Tanaka is there will he is just there siting and doing what tanaka do so I guess is ok

Meirin is there but change the name to lyn which is weird and she been servicing the Phantomhive for years according to the movie before Ciel parents dead, BUT according to anime, Meirin was ask to work in Phantomhive by Sebastian himself in the last few ep of kuro but her shooting she should have is there and her clumsier is there which is good BUT between Meirin and her crush Sebastian isn't there and also Sebastian toward Meirin trust isn't there so a bit disappointed

Mdm Red is there but name changed and also her attitude isn't there epically mdm red perverseness towards Sebastian

Undertaker is there but one thing make me disappointed is there he was there for a few second and also according to movie he accept money BUT according to anime he SHOULD be accepting jokes which he found in the human word is interested to him

fifth - alot of characters been missing in this movie, like the cook Baldroy he is the one who cook but also end up overcook or burn

Finnian the gardener who have super strength but small size

Lau isn't there I don't have much expect of Ran Mao but she isn't there too

Elizabeth Ciel's fiancée slash cousin, since Ciel isn't a boy so Elizabeth isn't there

Grell Sutcliff SHOULD be there because Mad Red is there in anime Grell Sutcliff saw Mad Red kill women and they make contract but in move Grell Sutcliff isn't there

Arthur Randall and Fred Abberline isn't there too but well they are police so is ok since in anime they don't appear much

but in totally, the movie is great

狠话

今天的话题是，错应该是昨天的话题才对，话题是《狠话》狠话？为什么呢？狠话是谁会说的呢？谁又有资格去说的呢？狠话我相信谁都会说，家人，朋友，长辈，后背都会说可是在说这些狠话的时候，会不会想说，说了会不会伤害到对方尤其是家长，爸妈，有时候生气了说了一些狠话，虽然不是故意的可是对孩子来说可是很大的伤害，不关孩子的年龄多大多小都是一个伤害，当然如果孩子是来自离婚的家庭那伤害会跟大

单单一句的话很伤人的话可是又不是故意的一句话，真的可以伤害带听的人

曾经听过 “怀你的时候是你爸爸不要你” 的这一句话，虽然已经是很久了可是却深深的刻在我心里，永远不会忘记这句我妈对我说过的这一句话，为什么？我自己都不知道

曾以为那是最最狠的一句从我妈口里说出来的一句，可是很不对的她就在昨天早上说了很多狠话，“人家说生女的很好，可是生到想她这样的我吐血” “在知道不要生你” 还有跟多的狠话可是当她说了那么多的时候，我想“你那么不喜欢我，那就不要生我啊，为什么还要生我？我那么给你没有脸去和你的朋友说，我有多好不烂到连你自己都不想说，那你有姐姐一个不就够了吗？为什么要我？你那姐姐她一个去说去比较不就好了吗？当做你没有我不就好了？反正有没有我还不是一样？我又没有要你生下我” 我很想说可是说不出

听妈妈说过，我在她肚子的时候两次差一点流产，那时侯听了心里说 “哇还好我生下来了” 可是现在另外一个我会想 “早知道是这样就让我流掉啊” 另一个说 “幸好没有流掉”

我会想反正在这个家里没有一个人喜欢我，每次说话的时候听到的也只有姐姐的声音，就算我说话也没有人听到

明天就是我的生日了，可是不知到为什么，我希望明天不要来

以前很期待每年的生日，礼物会是什么？吃什么
谁会记得我的生日？虽然没有人真真的记得过我的生日，可是我还是很期待会不会有一天有人真的记得我的生日？

可是现在。。。我的生日对我来说已经不重要了
生日庆祝不庆祝，我已经不在乎
有没有人真的去记得我的生日，我也不在乎，因为。。。没有人真的去在乎过

就算庆祝了，对我来说也没有什么意义了

明天对我而言。。。只不过是一个普普通通的一天

珍惜于不珍惜

珍惜于不珍惜，今天的主题是《珍惜于不珍惜》 会不会觉得很奇怪呢？《珍惜不珍惜》很多人都会觉得自己已经知道是什么可是，有没有人知道意思到底又是什么呢？意思虽然浅可是却有很深的意思

我相信很多人都已经听过《不要懂得失去了，再来懂得去珍惜，这样就太迟了》的这句话可是又有人真的知道这句话的意思呢？失去不代表死去，失去有可以代表什么呢？友情？爱情？温情？朋友？家人？亲人？都可以

每当朋友有事情的时候，想找你帮忙的时候当然，你一定会帮忙，有时候不用听原因一句话都不说就答应了他/她，可是我发现。。。不是每个人都是这样，当事情发身在你的生上的时候，很奇怪的朋友一个个的不知到，也不懂的跑道那里去了，就算联络的到他/她们，他/她们很快的拒绝了你，可是不管拒绝了多少次，当他/她们有事情的时候，又再一次的不用听原因的答应了他/她

朋友，旧了，一定知道对方的喜好，喜欢什么讨厌什么，如果说朋友旧了却不知到对方喜欢什么不喜欢什么，就有点说不过去，不过的确这种事情是有的，可是很奇怪的当对方知道你的喜好的时候却玩弄它，不觉得有点过分吗？可是对方是朋友，喜好是自己的，难道你要和朋友过不去吗？

当你很平下心来和对方，也就是朋友说，可不可以，不要那它来玩弄或者是开太过分的玩笑，应为’它‘对你来说很重要，可是对方却不知为什么的，生起气来骂了你，当然会生气可是你又再次的好好的问他/她，可不可以不要这样，对方骂了你，没办法你也只好忍了，原因很简单，应为不想吵架


读到这里有没有觉得，这三个都有联系？对他们，这三个都有关联

不知不决的，当这些再次重复有重复，你首先会觉得，对，我是应该这样应为我们是朋友
可是慢慢的你会觉得自己好笨，为什么他/她们把你喜好的东西玩弄了不生气？为什么还要再一次的不问原因的帮了朋友？为什么那么的可以让他/她们无缘无故的骂完了你，还可以继续当朋友？你把他/她们当朋友，但却是这样的对待。朋友应该是这样的对待吗？

一直以为，朋友应该互相依靠，互相帮助，互相了解的我
为什么会被一些朋友这样的对待
我累了。。。我也够了。。。
我不知到我什么时候会停止帮忙，停止一切
可能我永远都不会，应为。。。

是朋友